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In
His mercy and grace He heard my prayers and worked His miracle through
my friend Danny. Danny and I have worked for the same organisation
for more years than I can remember. I was introduced to him through
a mutual friend. I sat at one end of the office and he at the other.
Due to circumstances beyond our control Danny was moved to a desk
only yards from me.
One
Saturday whilst working overtime Danny walked passed my desk. I
was taking my lunch break and he was on his way out. He stopped
at my desk and asked what I was reading. I replied "feel the
fear and do it anyway". I
then pointed to "Word for today" and explained that I
was going through a bit of a rough time and this book (Word for
today) in particular was bringing me the peace that I so desired.
He looked confused and asked "you're not a Christian, are you?"
I replied "No but every page I read was speaking to me and
telling me what to do.
In
a nutshell the message was 'hang in there, trust God and have faith".
Danny
encouraged me to attend the Oasis Church which happens to be 10
minutes from where I live. So I plucked up the courage and visited
Oasis. On my first visit I was introduced to Gus, Jane Adrian and
Sandra Danny's wife.
I was
amazed at how a place of worship united so many people both young
and old.
The
band, the hymns were fantastic. Two weeks later, on the 12th of
March 2006. I went back a second time. This day was a momentous
occasion. A day that would change my life, a day when I surrendered
my life to Jesus. I
sat at the back and watched a video by C J Mahoney. about what Jesus
was going through as he contemplated being crucified on the cross.
I felt he was talking to me telling me that Jesus took a cup full
of our sins, sickness, disease and pain. I couldn't believe that
this is what Jesus had done for me.
Then
C J Mahoney talked about when Jesus was in the garden in Gethsemane.
Matt 26:36. He said to his disciples, "My soul is overwhelmed
with sorrow to the point of death". Stay here and keep watch
with me. Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground
and prayed:-
My
Father, if it is possible, May this cup be taken from me. Yet not
as I will, but as You
will.
He
went away a second time and prayed:-
My
Father, if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless
I drink it, May Your
will be done.
Can
you imagine the heavy burden, it must have been unbearable. Not
only going through that but when he was nailed to the cross Matt
27:45 Jesus cried out in a loud voice: - My God, My God why have
you forsaken me?
Even
God could not be near him because of the sins he was carrying. I
felt so emotional and I said, "Only you Lord understand my
pain, my suffering and my loneliness.
I was
so overwhelmed with emotion after watching the video; I do not know
how I held myself together. I now understand His sacrifice, and
His love for His people and his love for me, and this grabbed my
attention. I said in my mind - Lord for the rest of my days, I will
only follow you. I surrender my Life to you.
The
12th March 2006 was the beginning of my personal relationship with
God of the Universe.
Sandra
kindly took me to Adrian who said a prayer for me. Then Adrian passed
me over to Gus. He asked me if I wanted to pray. I replied that
I didn't know how to. So he prayed for me too, and then helped me
pray my own prayer of commitment to Jesus.
My
prayer was heartfelt, I said 4 things...........
Jesus,
Thank you for dying for me, I want to follow you for the rest of
my life.
Jesus
forgive my sins
Help
me to forgive
And
lead me to you.
From
that moment on, my life was transformed, I remember going home and
thinking Balbir you're a Christian now, you're no longer a Sikh.
I was so nervous, and excited. I knew my biggest hurdle would be
my family and my two sons. How do I tell them that I have turned
my back on the very religion I taught them to love and respect.
My
son threatened to disown me if I became a Christian, but I knew
for the first time that Jesus had died for me and I now have peace
within me because of God's Holy Spirit. God had restored my hope
in life. He gave me the gift of faith. I no longer depend on other
people's acceptance. Gods love for me is unconditional and endures
forever.
And
His peace never leaves me. Since I made my decision I have still
gone through trials and hardship but the difference this time is
that I am never confused or lost because I know that all things
work together for those who love the Lord and that He is in control.
His
peace is a peace that I never had before. An inner quietness that
is not shaken by life's troubles and pains. I also have an understanding
now of why I exist and what my purpose is.
I feel
a surge of activity and enthusiasm to live and honour the One who
loves me and gave himself for my sins to set me free, so I can now
know and enjoy God's pleasures and care.
My
family particularly my sons have had a very hard time accepting
my decision and although it hurts me to hurt them I know that the
Lord will honour my obedience and that in prayer ALL things are
possible.
When
you realise that you are a lost sinner, that the Lord Jesus Christ
is the saviour.
You
need to open your heart and simply ask him to save you and forgive
you. He will save you and forgive you , no matter what you have
done. He will wipe your slate clean.....
Romans
(10 : V13) " For who so ever shall call upon the name of the
Lord shall be saved.
So
finally, why, am I getting baptised today?
1)
The New Testament commands it. It is Obedience to God.
2)
An opportunity for an encounter with God and the Holy Spirit.
3)
My old Life is dead and I have new Life in Jesus. And 1`m just so
excited to be a Christian. And I want to tell everyone....................
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